Kitty Kam

Archive for May 2007

Chaotic peace

Posted by: Kitty on: May 26, 2007

I’ve finally found you, found you at such an odd time when i least expected to find someone so lovable. I’ve found you, found you after years of agony and hopelessness. It has cost me a lot of tears, a lot of bad memories, a lot of sad days. But I’ve finally grown up to find my peace in [...]

On fire!

Posted by: Kitty on: May 20, 2007

It’s a desert. I’m burning. I feel pain. It’s killing me. I need water. Lots of it. I see mirages. I’m burning. I run to them. No water. Panting. Sobbing. No water. Screaming. Are all the rivers dead? Water. I’m a fish. I need water. I’m squirming. My lips are dry. I’m crying. Water. It’s [...]

Changing faces

Posted by: Kitty on: May 20, 2007

You will see the calm me but you are too shallow to see the real me. I’ll appear to you as you want to see me but you’ll never be able to see the real me. I’m a chameleon.
I change faces. But no, i’m not a hypocrite. In every single face, in every single mood, [...]

Am I a ghost?

Posted by: Kitty on: May 20, 2007

What happens when you stop feeling? How much of life do you lose? Do you still live or are you already dead? Is it too late?
I keep telling them, I keep explaining myself. But they turn deaf on me. They think I lie.
I don’t.
Every ounce of my blood is pure. They feel [...]