Kitty Kam

Archive for August 2007

Volatile, crazy me

Posted by: Kitty on: August 11, 2007

Don’t come near. I’m nothing but smouldering fire. Fire and ash, that’s all there is. My insides keep burning. They burn like a frail piece of paper set on blazing fire. My heart is a raging ping-pong ball. The exterior plastic melts, only to reveal a dark withering flesh within. In my agony and pain, I try hard to save my dying heart but [...]

So ordinary…

Posted by: Kitty on: August 11, 2007

Spend the first half of your life worrying about how much of education you really need to land yourself a good job and then once you’re settled and you see chances of happiness in your dull drab life, bam!! you’re parents break the news of ‘blissful’ marriage onto your heads and that is the point when [...]

Demon

Posted by: Kitty on: August 3, 2007

Darn that icy demon. He’s cast a spell over me. I’m helpless and sedated. Slowly and sweetly, I’m losing my heart, I’m losing my sanity, I’m losing my self. I can run away, I can hide myself, yet I feel drawn to him. I’m living in a world of magic, blossoming in a land of false [...]

…beginning a war

Posted by: Kitty on: August 3, 2007

Stiff chin, dark eyes, nasty stare, I can’t believe I’m in love with a bloody demon. I thought, I was cold, I thought no one could shake my strong bones. But I guess one should never be too sure.
He came.
He came and woke me up, leading me into a dream. Harsh and cold, yet surreal [...]

Heaven to Hell

Posted by: Kitty on: August 3, 2007

Winter rain is showering dew drops of heaven on me. The mountains are lush, the water is bubbling. It’s all very calm. It’s all very quiet. Just like a little heaven, sedating me to a lifetime of hell and misery.

Hollow Smiles…

Posted by: Kitty on: August 3, 2007

Don’t be fooled by my smiles. They might appear to be innocent and welcoming. They aren’t.
My smiles are fake. They are meaningless with no spec of life within. I have used them, I still use them, but as a bait. They’ll draw you in and then tear you apart. Beware, for they might cause you [...]

Drunk Poem

Posted by: Kitty on: August 3, 2007

starkle starkle little twink,
who the hell are you i think?
im not under what you call,
the alcofluence of incohol.
im just a little slort of sheep,
im not drunk like thinkle peep.
i dont know who is me yet,
but the drunker i stay the longer i get.
so 1 more drink to fill up my cup,
i got all day sober [...]

Dying

Posted by: Kitty on: August 3, 2007

Look at the dying preacher. Look at his frail body. What part of it is not bruised? Look at his burning flesh? What part of it is not burned? You don’t see it? None of it. How blind can you be? The old dying man cried to your numb mind for help, but you turned him [...]

Curse.

Posted by: Kitty on: August 3, 2007

I don’t need to hear anything from you, I’ve finally seen the real you. And now, it’s too late. No matter what I hear, no matter what you say, I cannot shake the image of countless horrors and mindless madness. You’ve had your time. You’ve played your decietful little games. You can win no more. No matter how [...]

Spell

Posted by: Kitty on: August 3, 2007

Some day I will put a spell on you and turn you into a pig-something that you truly are. Cheers to your porky piginess.

Queens of Justification

Posted by: Kitty on: August 3, 2007

They are huge and ugly and mean. They are covered with fire, from head to toe; they are nothing but burning smoke. They have no morals; they’ve eaten up their conscience, bit my bit, they chopped off any strand of sanity left within. These are my Queens.
They rule me. They rule everyone around me. [...]