NO!

My answer is no.

I believe in love, the rational sort, not the one that makes you blind. I love you till I see love in you. Yes, it’s very conditional.

Save your lies, save your justifications, save them all, you’ll need them.

And what’s more sad is to know that you think you’re right. You’re wrong when you think I’m wrong, you’re wrong when you think, you’re right, you’re wrong, when you’re silent and you’re even wrong when you cry, thinking you can undo your mistakes. Everything about you is so wrong, yet I…

yes…I

 I was the one who saw everything right in you. Was I wrong then, or am I wrong now? You need help or should I seek some for me? Are you gone or should I still look around?

Even though I may not know much about most of the things that I say, you too know, that I feel what I say. And you feel bits of it too but you never say and even when you don’t say much to me, you know that I can hear most of it without you saying it, right?

Life can be very strange. At one time, it feels like you have all the answers and at other times you can’t stop your mind from questioning every little detail about your experiences and at that time you feel lost. I feel lost right now. I feel like I’ve lost you and I’ve lost me and I’ve lost us.

I hope you think about me like I think about you. If thinking is too much, I hope you feel me, if feeling is a bit too much too, I hope I’m somewhere in your mind or if I’m lucky, still in your heart.

You’re a sea. You know seas are mystifying, right? Maybe, I never understood you, maybe you were too deep for me but you do know that I tried, don’t you?