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Trying

Posted by: Kitty on: December 19, 2008

Even though I may not know much about most of the things that I say, you too know, that I feel what I say. And you feel bits of it too but you never say and even when you don’t say much to me, you know that I can hear most of it without you [...]

Differences

Posted by: Kitty on: May 28, 2008

When you walk a mere inch, I walk an entire mile. When you even think of thinking, I’ve already thought through the whole lifetime. That’s the difference between you and me. While you’re calm, I’m going craZZiee!

What you tell me

Posted by: Kitty on: April 17, 2008

You tell me to write about you, I would and I can and I think I already have. ‘Cause they say you can only speak well of something that actually affects you and affects you in many ways. You affect me.
Why else would I think about you, write about you and worry about you. But [...]

Posted by: Kitty on: April 17, 2008

Damn that blasted insanity, it’s dancing on top of my head again.
 

Running

Posted by: Kitty on: November 9, 2007

Run. Run as much as you want to, I’m coming right after. No matter, how bad things get, I’m not leaving. Maybe it’s you but no probably it’s  me, I’m the one scared. Either way.
 You run. I’m running after…
… you!
Don’t  look behind, don’t even wonder. Blindfolded, frenzied and out of breath, but I don’t care, I’m [...]

Lonely, alone me

Posted by: Kitty on: September 8, 2007

Imagine the pain of a person who knows that he has no option but to live a lonely life.  No, you can’t. You can’t even understand the severity of the sentence. It’s so simple to say in words yet so hard to believe in. So hard to live by. But I do. I understand it’s importance.
What if you are stranded on an [...]

CrazyStupidFool

Posted by: Kitty on: September 8, 2007

I’m such a crazy stupid fool. I can’t believe how amazingly impulsive I’ve been. How stupidly I’ve been led and misled as if it was almost my destiny to be the fool of false hopes. I wonder if they find out about my ’sinsiter crimes’, would they ever understand. I’ve done that sound even insane by the standards of insanity itself. Completely crossing [...]

Hollow Smiles…

Posted by: Kitty on: August 3, 2007

Don’t be fooled by my smiles. They might appear to be innocent and welcoming. They aren’t.
My smiles are fake. They are meaningless with no spec of life within. I have used them, I still use them, but as a bait. They’ll draw you in and then tear you apart. Beware, for they might cause you [...]

Bloody Leaches…

Posted by: Kitty on: June 15, 2007

            Okay before I begin writing anything that might offend the ‘superior ones’, I would just like to clear it out that I might be making a few generalizations and assumptions if you must, that might not hold true for every single one of you, but comes closer to a lot. Now that I have [...]

Changing faces

Posted by: Kitty on: May 20, 2007

You will see the calm me but you are too shallow to see the real me. I’ll appear to you as you want to see me but you’ll never be able to see the real me. I’m a chameleon.
I change faces. But no, i’m not a hypocrite. In every single face, in every single mood, [...]

Am I a ghost?

Posted by: Kitty on: May 20, 2007

What happens when you stop feeling? How much of life do you lose? Do you still live or are you already dead? Is it too late?
I keep telling them, I keep explaining myself. But they turn deaf on me. They think I lie.
I don’t.
Every ounce of my blood is pure. They feel [...]

Liar

Posted by: Kitty on: February 6, 2007

To kno me is very simple
I may pretend, I may lie, I may even hide but I’m too strong to fall