Kitty Kam

There is nothing more real than pain.
We’re living in a world of hypocrisy.
I’m so ashamed, I’m so embarrassed, I have no place to go. So home less, so life less, no hope, no need, no pain. Lost in oblivion.
 You can live with a dead brain but you can’t live without a dead heart so why [...]

Sometimes miracles work far better than mere references. You think I’m a dreamer? No, I’m better than that, I’m a believer and a strong one too. Why else would I let you go when I want you so badly!

Jhootey rishtey nibhatey raho, muskuratey raho, muskuratey raho!

What could be more horrible than being stuck in a quicksand? When half of your body is under, the other half crying out for help. You look around, you panic. Hoping someone will come save your dying, sinking body. Hands waving frantically, screaming out in despair, giving up and then fighting back again. You try and [...]

When it gets dark and when it gets lonely and when you think of me and when I think of you and when you are quiet and when I can’t think of anything to say and when the silence starts to speak out loud, so loud that our ears hurt, it’s then that we’ll fly. [...]

Just remember, when there is an ‘ego’, there is an ‘alter ego’ as well. If God is around, then there is a demon too. There are always two sides to a story. If you think you are right, then you must also understand that the same right makes you a wrong too.
And so if you think [...]

You hide, while they seek you out. You play your little hopscotch games, thinking no one can see you. You ride and ride, you go round and round, hoping to disappear in the air, praying that you’ll be safe from their judging cruel eyes. You dance and dance, you laugh and laugh, hoping and praying that [...]

They say, I’ve lost you but there is something inside of me that keeps telling me that I’ll get you back. I want to believe in myself but I’m not too sure. Can’t trust the good for it’s too good to be true. Don’t want to listen to the bad for I certainly don’t deserve that. I’m afraid. [...]

There is no reason. It’s such a joke. There really isn’t a reason. For all the efforts, for all the troubles, for all the pain you go through, each second of the day, there really isn’t any reason. None at all!

With sharp peircing eyes, they stared at me. With envy in their hearts, they aimed at me, stabbing and poking with all their strength. 
Again and again.
The jabbed at me, they scratched at my skin. Not thinking why, not caring for how long. They continued with their silent wars, making me weaker, causing me hurt. They snatched away my little [...]

 It’s winter all over again. The mystical magic of the cold is returning. The steaming kettle. The smoking chimmneys. The long walks. The silent talks. The cold streets. The stamping of unknown feet. The serenity of silence. The crying crow. The thick enveloping fog. The feeling of abandonment. The soft cries in a middle of a night. [...]

Slowly and sadly, the poor child opened her tear filled eyes hoping that the madness of her dreams would end, only to find herself in a land of strangeness. Everything was out of place. Her heaven had blown up, shattering into a million pieces. Taking away all her peace and sanity along with it like [...]